Tuesday, 25 December 2012

#10 Fear Controlling Me One More Time

          Yesterday my life was heading one direction, today it heading other direction. I feel useless and stupid in life, seriously sad. My result for PMR was teribble 3A4B1C, I targeting for 5A :'(.
         
         
           Then was trouble in my relationship, maybe I will broke up again. Just in this month, I cry for a lot of times :'). Suddenly when I was hanging out with Aizal and his friend, I saw her my EX. It really make me fear of her but I was afraid to show her that I was sad. I still remember the word that made me turn to new Ikhwan's Elmo or Nurjafni Ikhwan. I still save the message that make me new "KAU JANGAN FIKIR KAU PERFECT SANGAT, MACAM ANJING"
             

            The old me has gone, this is the new ikhwan that always sad in life. I really get jealous with my friend who had a sweet photo hugging together :'). I want to be like them, I wish all couple in the world. Hoping you all to be forever and ever together. But please remember, nothing is forever even in cinderella story they won't happily ever after :') Take care guy. I loveyou all.



            To my EX: Even you broke up with me, I won't hate U, U did make me happy a long long long long long time goes. I still remember U, sorry if I ever make U sad but please accept me one more or at least make me your friend ;) 

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